What can I say this has been a really unexpected year in retrospect as we are all winding down or up for the year. Firstly, I sort of rushed back from Mexico, did a pit-stop in UK and found myself back home but left my heart and soul back in Latin America. It’s been a crazy year to say the least. I can’t really complain it’s after all not so bad. But man, could I have wished it any differently. I guess cest la vie is what you say when you find yourself looking at life through a shady tainted glass and falling into situations that you cannot change.
So they tell me to embrace it or change it. But I feel sapped of the energy required to change things. I feel a big hole in me but I can’t fill it up because I’m in a stupor. Like I’m stuck in a trance and I can’t seem to move my arms, wiggle my toes or open my eyes wide enough to see the far corners of my room. I feel caged! I guess that’s what coming back to reality after 9 months of travelling and living your dreams does to you.
So am I embracing this… not really. Am I changing it, well I’m trying. We shall see what we shall see. Brace yourself 2010, here I come!
